My Insanity

Inside the mind of the wolf

OK THIS IS HOW MY MIND WORKS

At times I will act like nothing is wrong even though

I feel like my world is crumbling around me

I do this for several reasons because

telling some one or asking for help

makes me feel like a failure or an inconvenience to them.

I will never tell some one I love what I

May need or want from them directly

Mainly because from my point of view

If I actually have to ask or tell you

Then you never wanted me to have it to start with.

That goes the same for items i may like want or need

I will never say hey babe can you buy me

or will you get me ever!! when it pertains to things i may

desire or wish i could get..

Not true for things i truly need now that is the only time i will ask

directly but then i will be left feeling like crap after

I am never asked to get you the things you may need or

want as long as i have the money it is yours.

even if it is stupid in my eyes if you like it and desire it

& I am able to get it I almost always do.

That is the difference between me and most

I very seldom ever have to be asked i just do

It is who I am

I am the type of person that See's things very Black and White

there is no grey areas when it comes to how i treat those

around me.

I do not half do any thing, if i say I am going to.

I do that is it.

If I tell you I love you then i do, no questions asked

But when I tell you I am in Love with you

You better believe I will give my life to prove it daily!

It may not always seem like it

But it is in the subtle things i say and do

the touch on your back or the kiss on you hand

It may simply be the flirting or the look in my eye

It could even be the way I fold your clothes or make the bed

Basically Everything I do everyday I am with you will be because i am

in Love with you.

There of course will be those times

when i seem very cold and distant from you.

If you think about it truly it may just be because I feel

like I am not important to you.

Or maybe it is because I feel like the things I do

mean very little to you. Some times it really has nothing

to do with you at all..

If you ever need to know all you need do is ask

I may not always tell you what or why

But i will tell you if it is not you

I am the same with everyone

Family & Friends

I am the exact same Wolf no mater who

I am dealing with

I do not lie

I do not steal

I do not take advantage of anyone

I tend to give much more then i receive

I normally do not expect to much from any one

mainly to avoid disappointment

In general this is just who I am

Not to hard to get along with not to needy or demanding

I very seldom raise my voice get angry or cause a fuss

I am always there for my friends and family

weather they are there for me or not.

So that was a glimpse into the mind of this Wolf

take it or leave this is the real me

for good or bad i am all real!!

So you decide if you want to take the time to

get to know me well enough to actually

become a part of my life..

Cause this is who I am !